I HATE U!

U have been bugging me these 2 days.
What’s wrong with u?
U were not like this.
U were considerate and loving me all the time.
What made the sudden change?
PLEASE STOP BUGGING ME!
AND
STAY AWAY FROM ME!
I HATE U!
I HATE U DEEP FRYER!!
U BURNED MY HAND FOR TWICE D THESE 2 DAYS!

check list

shopping – partially done – socks, shoe laces, souvenirs, food

packing – totally undone

planning – following up – when to go back to campus, who is fetching from PB bus station on 1st, when shall mummy send the luggage, what time reaching campus, hair dyeing

3 more days left before I quit my job and I go off to Kuala Gula.
Seem like most of the things are undone.
I do not have sufficient rest for the past few days due to over-activeness.
Everyday suffering from headache during working.
Seriously I do not think I have time to rest before new sem starts.
I still need to go round Ipoh to get all my stuffs done in basically A DAY!
Despite the most important section is to withdraw money!
Stupid bank islam, there’s only one available in Ipoh.
Damn far from home!
Haizzz…
I hope I won’t miss out anything that is supposed to be done.

垮了

这两天好像感到不适酱。
背部疼痛，
脚又麻麻痹痹的，
头更是痛到不行，
而且又想呕吐。
咳真的是逊。
可能是操劳过度，
整个人都垮了。
难道我天生就是好命猪，
含着金钥匙出生，
从不必操劳，
要什么就有什么。
想太多了吧，
我的命那可能酱好。

I just realized…

I just realized,
recently all my posts are surrounded by my working emo.
All of them are negatives!
Gosh…I want to be happy!
But why this has become so untouchable!
Today is my off day again.
I don’t want my off day so soon.
I wanna watch Transformers 2!
I have no time for Transformers!
Last day of working- 30th but leaving right away on the 1st.
Back to campus on the 5th or 6th!
No time, no company for Transformers.
Huhu!
Who wants to watch with me?
*sad*
Why is my holiday become so pathetic!

Kaki Lenguh!

Today is terribly busy.
FULL HOUSE!
We walked here and there.
Refill after refill.
Cleaning after cleaning.
Wiping after wiping.
We have no time to think at all.
I am totally exhausted!
But the most annoying thing is that a group of mandarin spoken customers came at 11.05pm!
People is preparing to off duty and this group of kampung people thought that 7 person is “very big”!
Because of them we have to stay there for extra 20 minutes after our regular working time.
AND our OT is only counted at least 30 minutes of extra working time!
ISH…stupid policy and stupid customers!
Can’t they just come earlier!

好想好想

好想好想
好想回到校园
好想和朋友团聚
好想好好的开怀大笑
好想过去的点点滴滴
好想参加这个星期六的烧烤会
好想辞掉这份吃力又不讨好的工作
有了两天的休假
脑袋里就出现了好多好多的好想
总是觉得这次我真的决定错了
为了钱居然放弃了如此的多
还是做学生好
有着无限的自由
所以啊大家还是好好的读书吧
钱会让你失去你所拥有的
可能你会得到更多物质上的享受
可是会失去更多更重要的事务
我好后悔啊
我真的错了吗？
又有谁能明白我现在的心情啊？
总是觉得最近心情都满低落的
还好有你
可能那些对你来说都是家常便饭
却是我最开心的时刻
谢谢你哦

Moodless & Heartless

Have been working for more than 1 month.
My heart is flying further and further away.
Is it knowing that I will leave this job very soon causing me losing interest in this job?
Or is it the feel of being cheated overwhelmed my enthusiasm in doing my job?
Whenever I think of the pay I get and the pay that was TOLD,
I feel mad!
All the way there…
But this little pay!
This is getting on my nerves!
Stingy boss.
Stupid CCTV.
This is definitely not a job that I would recommend to my friends!

Conclusion = SIEN

Marry A Rich Man!

This is my 4th week working my “a** off”.
But unfortunately my a** is still with me.
Haiz… This is just the 4th week.
Another 4 or 5 weeks waiting for me ahead!
I feel bored.
No customers.
No friends.
No games.
NO MONEY!
This working period is only a tiny little part of my entire working life.
I can’t imagine myself working after I graduated.
How could people withstands such boring and robotic job.
Everyday doing the same thing over and over again.
*tink*
MARRY A RICH MAN will do!
Money no worries.
Gaming everyday.
Hanging out every second.
HOHO
Great idea!
I am just so smart.
LOL

*constructed when I am still on duty. Just feel too bored. Nothing to do. May be there is something to do but I don’t want to do. LOL.

Happy Mothers’ Day!

Mummy [my real mummy],
you are getting cuter.
You are surprising me.
Seriously you did!
You wrote me short messages ever since I started working.
I really appreciated it.
Where did you learn all these?
I am sorry for making you worried everyday.
I insisted on working.
And I have chosen a job that is far and off duty late.
But trust me.
I will take care of myself.
Thanks for waiting for me to come back.
Next time just go to bed as usual.
HAPPY MOTHERS’ DAY.
I will spend my time with you on my off day.
Love ya mummy.

p.s. Happy Mothers’ Day to you too mummy!hehe…missing ya very much…take care lor…don’t die before I let you do so…LOL

Guiltiness

I finally got my job.
I am happy but on the other hand I feel bad too.
I did not tell them I am working short term.
I did not want to lie.
But he misunderstood I am a fresh graduate.
And the worse part is I just let this beautiful lie be.
Gosh.
How could I do this.
I am thinking what reason to give when I am supposed to leave.
Anyone can help me out with the reason?
Sigh.
I am just so bad.