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today is such a BLUR BLUR day!!…just woke up n khian called me to go to skool…be4 tat get scolded from my mum coz goes out everyday n dunno where am i going….actually i noe im going to skool but im too scare to tell her the truth……..just scare to tell her dunno y…went to skool just walked around….visited 5SC2 stall…n im interested in it….im not going to enter those ghost houses tml as i dun even have a tiny interest in them…not putting too much hope on tml fun fair…..no feelings at all…
Saw her today again…n i dun feel like seeing her….am i too bad or is it the right way for me to treat her like this?may be i should be like this to protect myself…ai….im so miserable…lazy to do hmw..but i’ll do it neway…

IM DAMN MAD TODAY…ooo…not today…i should say it ..since yesterday night…
"who do u think u r…..although i love u so much..once u made me mad u r no 1 nemore!!!"im sick of u…im sick of u….not talking to u for the whole day…n barely looked at u….both of u r BITCH N 8 POH…..regret of helping u .

Tat’s all…..i sudah melepaskan geram…now back to norm…i have not been updating my blog for long time…coz u noe lar…cc is a pig wert…pig should be LAZY…n tat’s the onli reason i din update…LOL….nothing much to say today….just felt very stupid..went to skool do nothing..sat there n wasting my "precious" time…sick of seeing her…gtg…bye peeps….may god bless u guys happy forever…n not like me..!!

when u c my title…u should noe wat’s my topic today lar….it’s damn warm today….im sweating like hell….wat’s the point of bathing….kek sei….after bathing…it’s still as the same be4 i bath…babi betui…

went to tuition…tuition centre no air conditional pulak..aiks….today’s mood all flung becoz of the stupid warm weather…no mood to listen to SIR…some more…thought of the homework tat need to be done…i wanted to cry d..sob sob…skipping tuition is not a good thing…ppl DUN SKIP TUITION…coz there r tons of hmw….sob sob…GOD PLS HELP ME TO FINISH IT IN A NIGHT TIME…summore tomorrow is my birthday but yet i need to attend more tuition than my normal day…I CANT GO OUT WITH MY FRIENDS….

tat’s all…all my mood has flung…dun wan to talk so much….

18th April 2005

LOL…today is our genting trip day…i woke up early today….this time really early at about 7 sumthing….then i went to the agency to meet my friends…we were all there very early…but mooi lan was damn late….we were making fun of her saying tat …she must be making-up n blar blar blar….we r all in exciting mood..cant wait to go to genting to have fun n forget those unhappiness….we waited n waited n waited for mooi lan for hours…at last she came at bout 8.45am n our bus is coming at 9…but the bus was late too..kek sei..when we reached the cable car station….IT WASNT THE 1 WE NORMALLY TAKE…IT’S AWANA SKY WAY…but it’s full of ppl too..we need to wait for hours to reach the peak…so we decided to take taxi….we just took about 10 to 15 minutes to reach there…but it was costy…..then we immediately walked to the hotel n check-in…WOW….it was crowded with ppl …need to take ticket..like wat we did in bank……to wait for our turn…but fortunately we dun need tat coz we r under package…so after checking in we rushed to the theme park n play…hahhaha…but it was crowded with ppl too…we waited for 45 minutes just to play the cockscrew…then there was a new roller coaster…we wanted to try it..but need to pay 10 bucks so we din go…so sad….next time i’ll go…if im going again…after playing in the theme park we went to first world plaza to shop…n have our "lunch" coz it’s already 5 sumthing in the evening…wai yen crystal n mooi lan bought some stuff but not me…sob sob…we went to lovely lace…n i saw a pig…it’s so cute n adorable…but din buy also..hahhaha but finally after visiting all the stores i decided to buy a mood ring…it was cool..coz it always change colour..i noe it’s not depends on our mood but just the weather…i love it so much..then at night we went to watch PACIFIER…it was nice n funny…after watching it is already 11 sumthing so we went back to hotel n rest…LOL…tat’s it for our first day…

19th April 2005

erm…today going back d…we woke up at 7 sumthing to have our breakfast although it’s still early but the cafe is already fulled of ppl…after tat we went  back to hotel to sleep again…kakkaka….then woke up again at 10 sumthing n started to pack n check out…be4 tat there was 1 hour left be4 12pm(time tat we suppose to check out)we went to first world plaza to shop again…kakkaka…yesterday not enough shopping..today shop again….this time i bought myself 2 bracelet…those brown colour beads bracelet…i love them so much too..then wai yen bought a ring again!!!!oh…not only 1…but 2….then crystal also bought a bracelet same kind with me…mooi lan…ai tat fella…of course buy again…but not for herself leh but for her darling…after the shopping we went back to hotel n check out…then we approached to the skyway to go back….be4 tat we went to kfc n take away some food…i treated crystal…hahhaha…nvm lar..kawan ma…then we go back to the cable car  station to wait for our bus…when we were waiting for the bus…mooi lan’s darling called again from england….it was already midnight in england…but still chatting for hours with tat bobo lan…hahaha….after tat we headed back to IPOH lor……
THIS TIME I DIN BUY NETHING 4 NE1 unlike last time always care bout ppl…not myself…im not going to be so stupid nemore…this time at least i bought some stuff for myself…

today is such a busy day…..early in the morning..hhehehe….about 11 sumthing….not really early huh??just woke up…n preparing to go to MAIN CONVENT GIRL GUIDES’ GATHERING…in an excited mood…however when i reached there…all my mood has gone…their gathering sucks…HAVE U EVER C AN MC SHOUTING AT THE AUDIENTS ASKING THEM TO STOP CHEERING N JUST WATCH THE SKETCH??it’s such an impolite mc…then i went there for hours…cant even get a drink…of course not getting it free coz i went there in SENIOR INSTRUCTER mood…means not paying lar…but i cant find a store selling drinks too in the whole skool…hours be4 the gathering ends…i decided to go home…isnt it sucks with such mc n bad service?

at about 5 sumthing to 6 in the evening…i went to parade to attend my primary skoolmates gathering…we have lots of fun although it’s not as much ppl as the previous 1…coz some of them went 4 NS…we went to play bowling…at first they said they r not expert..but when they play tat time…THEY R ALL EXPERT…"ban chu sik lou fu"……….in the end we went to greentown to "yum cha"

Tonight (about 9.30pm) is the most horrible night i never had…..WE (my mum n I) INVOLVED IN AN ACCIDENT!!! We were about to reach the "pasar malam",we stopped at the traffic light waiting for the light to turn green….we were chatting in the car…suddenly a mercedes from the opposite side of the road drove towards us…n bang on us face to face…my car was knocked till move to the back…n bang on the other car…n the other car bang on another car behind it…so 3 cars were damaged but the stupid mercedes nothing happenned to it but just few scratches………..we came down from the car n talked to the driver…he was DRUNK!!!n said tat it’s not his fault…!!!one of the lady involved in the accident…walked towards him n told him..sir u r drunk dun simply say sumthing tat’s not true…then he immediately appologized n admitted that he is drunk……he called his son to come …n guess wat…his son is drunk too..but not as much as him……..he settled everything n we went to the police station to report….the whole night we stayed in the polic e station to settle everything…..till about 12 sumthing onli we came back…..no 1 was killed in the accident..but my mum n I were hurt….but no big deal….both of her knees were in great pain…mine too but my left chest also in great pain….

Today’s mood isnt tat good…just like the font colour>>>DULL n DARK …just woke up…havent brush my teeth n wash my face…i saw my skool mag is in bad condition….i was so angry…tat’s my brand new skool mag…n it has become a "ham choi"….WTF….
Then i went to skool….i saw her again..but yet i din do nething….neither say hi nor look at her….i just wan to get away from her…pass by her class not even looking into it…it’s totally different from last time…when i was about to go home…once again i saw sumthing tat im not suppose to c…..actually i din c…my peeps told me..n i dun wan to care n dun wan to noe..it will just make me down…BITCH N HER…….watever….no mood d…tat’s all…update another time…

WAIT WAIT..forgot to say sumthing….we (crystal, me, khian n mkiv) went to econsave…guess who i saw…???hahhaha…wanna noe..ask me later…!!!

LOL…..finally our plan to genting ditunaikan….this plan almost fail coz not much ppl want to go…n this is 1 of the factors that make our plan almost fail…now onli 4 of us…me, mooi lan, wai yen n crystal going….but it’s kind of interesting..coz i have not been to a trip which has so few ppl…n not under skool…Another factor is wai yen’s dad said sumthing tat scared her ..till she is guilty…n in a hard situation…but finally she is with us…god bless her..n us too…LOL…
We went to the tour agency today n pay up our fees…..n we already planned wat to bring…wat to wear…n we were laughing like hell in my house…we planned to wear scarf ….but crystal doesnt have 1….NVM….i have got plenty…im gonna lend her 1…LOL…moreover we have planned wat to eat when we r in genting…gosh…we r too excited bout it…

But sumting bad happened to me…I KNOCKED ON PPL’S CAR….!!!This happened when we were in my car going back to my house…i was reversing my car..n there is a kancil behind me…..i didnt c her car n knocked on it..however…no big deal..coz the car wasnt damage…but i got scolded from tat idiot AUNTY…it wasnt all my fault..coz when i was reversing she wasnt there…n she suddenly parked the car behind mine..WTF….

Today is such a boring day….woke up at bout 11 sumthing…then went to parade to shop for mkiv’s pressie….no idea at all wat to buy…scratching my head….n suddenly i saw a very cute hand phone holder…IT’S A CHICKY….there is also piggy…for me of course piggy is cuter than chicky…in fact this is the fact..LOL…!!!not really in good mood…coz tired..cant get my sandals…my mum kept on forcing me to buy those i dun like..quarrel with mum…..but end up i bought 1 tat i dun really like…but SUAN lar..i dun buy i got no shoes to wear..then i met some old colleagues…they r still as friendly as last time…..n yet…every1 noes my spm results…UNBELIEVABLE..n the worst part is tat …the boss said tat my house was flooded…n i was thinking over n over again..when did my house flood…GUESS WAT HE SAID!!!!my house was flooded coz of me crying for the whole week coz not getting straight As…n i was so shocked…..must be the stupid supervisor..simply say sumthing tat’s not true….

Then i received a sms from my friend from england….she went to disneyland..n now she is in paris…wow..great man….i wan to go too…but aiks..no money…pk d…..ask her to buy sourviners..she said no money…wat lar her…but she said she is going to send me my birthday pressie..LOL..!!!…so sad lar……she is going to send me mine…but hers i have not sent to her yet after a month…sorry…i will send it asap …..be patient….