CC’s Blog 之喜怒无常…

At first I thought of going for movie alone today but barny is too good so she came and accompanied me. Swt the storyline is quite complicated and I think I have forgotten about the previous episode so I can’t quite link them together. This show is a bit dull and boring. A lot of people don’t seem to have interest in it. I’ve asked 2 friends and both of them didn’t gave good comment for it. I think the older ones seem better and more attractive.

FInals gone and I’m back in Ipoh. I miss my home!! Home is just so comfortable although at times it may be bored to stay at home. Today’s paper is actually not quite well done but I just dont know why I dont feel sad at all and very excited.,,wakakaka maybe it’s time to go home! I’m so out and I dont even know what is the latest movies in town! swt…Just now I surfed through some webpages and saw James Bond is up. I want to watch it but just dont know who to call along…LOL…Nvm I called barny foo…LOL…long time didnt see her. I wanted to go for swimming too but ya know…hehe inconvenient right now…LOL…

Oh ya, when I went back today “mummy” and qiqi were waving at the window…They were smiling but I know they feel sad too at the same time. They wanted to go home but it’s not the right time yet. LOL…Finally, I’m the first to leave for home as I always the last in my room.

P.S. You guys gambateh kudasai ! hehe…Don’t sleep so much ya!

“Yi yi” has just counted we have been studying for finals for about 300+ hours. We sleep for 8 hours a day and we deduct the eating time, grooming time so we study about 10 hours plus plus a day! That’s so HORRIBLE and UNBELIEVABLE!! Oh by the way, the WE actually excluded me because my routine is slightly different from them. I have some entertainment sessions instead. LOL…So mi ni my ni more I study for at least 6 hours a day too. That’s not bad huh… =D

Haiz after being proud of myself it’s time to be shamed of myself. I’m still sick!!Gosh already how many days I have been sick. 1 2 3?? Shit I lost my count. They are evolving day by day. So I think I need long term resting. In short I won’t recover as long as I’m still in campus. hehe

Medicine is in

But illness is still in

I wonder when is it willing to be away

With its presence

I feel sick

I feel tired

I feel drowsy

I feel energyless

But ‘I become sexy’

Without its presence

I could be stronger in will

I could withstand the stress

But now everything has changed

My will has shaken

And this will never heal

Finally, I’ve done my first flipping through all the synthesis notes.  Oh gosh…I don’t even know what was I flipping through…Nothing can go into my small little tiny piggy’s brain…So I decided to change my strategy…I started off with my past year questions and this time is even worse!!I don’t even know how to answer the questions…really can die man…Anyway I’ll try my best.

P.S. “mummy” if you’re reading this…do remember that “lui lui” is still waiting for the medicine from you…LOL…thanks… =D

I’m sick…

I think I’m sick…

I dont feel well…

I ran out of water…

I dont have mood to study…

I cant sleep…

The food is sicko…

The room is so tensed…

Nothing can goes into my head…

I dont understand all the synthesis…

I dont wanna study ANYMORE…

I wanna get out of the room…

I wanna have some fun…

I wanna play as hard as I could…

but most important

I FEEL LIKE GOING HOME!

As I opened the door, I saw a familiar “table” locating right in front of me… hehe it’s “mummy”!! Surprising at this time of the day she should be having her ‘nap’…LOL… Then I approached her and I asked :”Why are you not on your bed?” hehe and she said :”Yea! I must remember today! The first time I didin’t take nap. Hehe.” Since she’s busy with her revisions so I as a good “lui lui” must help her to blog about this…LOL

Okay back to myself, today’s paper is more difficult than past years! Damn it…I did mistakes again! I just didn’t thought of that way!!ARG!!But it’s ok…I don’t want to think about it! YOUNG ZUL, YOUR QUESTIONS ARE MORE DIFFICULT THAN WE THOUGHT!! Hate you!

Well this is one of the essay questions that come out for LSP 404 today. Someone commented that this question involves racism so we shall not write this question in case we touch on racist problem. So I think almost everyone of us chose the other question which is ’discuss some practical ways to conserve our natural resources’. However, I still have great interest in the space exploration thingy. So what do u guys think? Is it a waste or is it not? If I were to write on that topic I’ll bombard them with all the nonsenses that HE had done in the outer space. What roti canai and stuff? It’s absolutely nonsense. He is wasting our money to send him to the outer space. Can’t he just do something more impressive and persuasive so that people will feel it’s not a waste to send him there.

Sigh…the birdie just can’t stop shitting on my garments. What can I do about it? I just got a suggestion from a friend, she suggested :”You make a cubicle or so called toilet bowl and write ‘PLEASE SHIT HERE’ on it and then hang it beside your garments.” I personally think that this is a very creative n cute suggestion but I don’t think it’s gonna work. Anyone else have another other suggestions to get rid of the haunting birds? Best suggestion will be rewarded. LOL

I’m not that kind of person that can stay put at a place n do nothing there. I would rather spend my holidays in helping people. Although this will eat up most of my time but I’m happy with it. Why can’t they just support me?! I don’t wanna stay at home n doing nothing n don’t even have to chance to take control of the TV at nite or in weekends! I hate that kind of life! No matter what, I will go for camp! It’s a good thing. I’m helping others n as well as helping myself. I can gain more knowledge everytime I attend the camp! Life is not just about completing our studies in University, not about staying at home n being mummy’s girl, it’s about getting more n more knowledge as well as experiences from different kind of activities, getting know to more people, n live life to the fullest n happiest. I just can’t understand why can’t u people support me in doing this. I wanna have my own life. SOB